Alexandria Johnson
Broken Now Everlasting
"Broken Now Everlasting," is my depiction of the progression of my relationship with my sister. The images will display the emotional transformation of our relationship. My sister and I are five years apart, and growing up we did not have a close relationship due to our age difference. Our distance was created because I rejected her and did not desire her company. I thought she could not understand/relate to me. Because of my rejection, she experienced personal emotional chaos. My stance in our relationship caused much confusion and sadness.
As the only child of five years, I was the sole focus of parental attention, and with the birth of a younger sibling the attention was deprived. I became more negative toward my sister. Now that I am much older and mature, I embrace my sister for our differences, and we have a strong sisterly bond. We communicate, laugh, and hangout with one another.
So, my thesis will allow me to capture twenty black and white photographic images that portray the progression of our relationship. Digital photography will be utilized to tell the story of our relationship and how it has evolved. Generally, photography helps capture emotions or a single moment. Effort and passion were put forth on this project. I hope that my sincerity is reflected to not only my audience but my sister. Pain can sometimes turn into purpose. This body of work is important because it encourages the viewer to think and analyze their truth with their loved one.
Broken
![black and white photo of female face with tears - angle of shot under neck](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/1_Alexandria_Johnson_Broken.jpg)
Confront
![black and white shot of female on one side of door](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/2_Alexandria_Johnson_Confronting.jpg)
Hold Me
![black and white shot of female with arms crossed around body](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/3_Alexandria_Johnson_Hold-Me.jpg)
Avoidance
![black and white silhouette of female sitting at window](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/4_Alexandria_Johnson_-Avoidance.jpg)
Longing
![black and white shot of female face laying down looking into camera](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/5_Alexandria_Johnson_Longing.jpg)
Emotional Entrapment
Purge
![black and white side view of female with mouth open, possibly yelling](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/7_Alexandria_Johnson_Purge.jpg)
Drowning in Tears
![black and white shot of female laying in bath](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/8_Alexandria_Johnson_Drowning-In-Tears.jpg)
Distant
![two black and white side shots of females facing opposite directions](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/9_Alexandria_Johnson_Distant.jpg)
Hidden
![black and white shot of person covering head with sweater hood](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/10_Alexandria_Johnson_Hidden.jpg)
Numb
![black and white shot of female looking into camera](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/11_Alexandria_Johnson_Numb.jpg)
Miserable
![black and white shot of female tied with rope](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/12_Alexandria_Johnson_Miserable.jpg)
Seeking Comfort
![black and white shot of person covering bottom of face with sweater](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/13_Alexandria_Johnson_Seeking-Comfort.jpg)
Breakdown
![black and white shot of person leaning over and hands on back of neck](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/14_Alexandria_Johnson_Breakdown.jpg)
Invisible
![black and white shot of person covering their face with hands](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/15_Alexandria_Johnson_Invisible.jpg)
Almost
![two black and white images of hands reaching for each other toward center](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/16_Alexandria_Johnson_Almost.jpg)
Found
![black and white dark silhouette of face facing left](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/17_Alexandria_Johnson_Found.jpg)
Mended
![black and white image of two people holding hands](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/18_Alexandria_Johnson_Mended-.jpg)
Eye See You
![black and white image of two females. One is a side view of face facing right, the other is behind, facing forward](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/19_Alexandria_Johnson_Eye-See-You.jpg)
Lean on Me
![black and white image of two females, one, right, leans on the other's shoulders](/sites/www.caad.msstate.edu/files/inline-images/20_Alexandria_Johnson_Lean-on-Me.jpg)